Goal!

I had a beautiful dream last night.

Actually, the real dream I had was weird and scary; my real dream involved a crazy stalker girl, who I met while knocking on doors asking if I could cook my ground beef in their kitchen.

The dream I had after that, while laying in bed trying to forget the stalker was this: I moved to Orillia and opened a store downtown. This has been a dream of mine since I was 14! Oh Lulu Studios – a place to sell my wares, offer classes, a workspace to sew. It was beautiful!

I thought: “I CAN DO THIS! THIS IS SOMETHING I CAN DO! THIS IS SOMETHING I CAN DO AND LOVE!” But, one little thing stands in my way…. Money. Considering I won’t be paying my Rogers or Hydro bill this month… maybe I need to come up with a plan of action.

Considering my expenses here in Toronto, I’d probably end up with more in the bank at the end of the month, working at Fabricland in Orillia and sharing a place with Dan, than living alone here and busting my butt at the Curtain Factory.

I finished this set over the weekend; it’s made of a printed eyelet cotton and ruffled pink mesh. The panties are the same as the first Gingham pair I made, but this time, cut on the bias, which makes them way more comfortable. Not sure why I didn’t think of this the first time.

I really don’t want to go to work. I say this every day. I am so tired of it…