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Sigh…

Uncategorized November 18, 2010

Sigh… back to my day job today. Just a Measly 11 hour shift! Trying to find ways to fill the time…

Dan and I went out last night and had dinner and drinks and great conversation. I feel so lucky to have re-met him. I often think about how random it was, which makes me think that maybe, just maybe it was written in the stars. I was living in Toronto, quite happily, he was living in this small town (I’ll never get him out of here!). Randomly, I decided to meet up with an old friend at go out to a bar here, which is something I had never done (I hated the idea of running into old highschool “friends“) But I went, and we ordered a pitcher of beer, when: Surprise, Surprise! Who walks in but the guy I had a huge crush on in high school. I think I turned to a pile of mushy, lovey goo at that very instant.

And here I am today, marrying that guy with the leather jacket that I figured would never be interested in a nerdy, stay at home, girl like me. I really can’t wait ’til the big day! I sent out Thank You cards for the Engagement Party last night. It made me even more excited, though I have realized I am going to have a serious hand cramp when I write all the Thank You’s for the Actual Big Day!

Dan has been one of the biggest supporters of my little business venture, and I’m really greatful for all of his understanding and help. He is the one that made me realize I really suck at working for other people but and great at working for myself! I did some early morning Etsy posting (just two items), and will be shipping out my first sale this afternoon! Last night I cut a size run of brushed cotton, plaid panties (Ever so warm for these cold, Canadian Winters!) to present to a local shop owner. I have the highest of hopes, but no expectations!

Speaking of Winter, I am going to curse myself for saying this… but I really hope we get a Traditional “Canadian” Winter this year, with lots of Snow, and snow days… I want to go snow shoeing or skiing.

Pre-Wedding Celebrations have started…

Uncategorized November 8, 2010
We had our engagement party on Saturday evening. It was a total blast, we are so lucky to have such great people supporting us.
We practiced the cake cutting, opened presents, introduced parents and friends, it was really great. I am getting even more excited about getting married and having everyone together again.

We were totally spoiled with gifts and help from our friends. My maid of honour got us this amazing picture puzzle of my favourite picture of us! From my parents we received a beautiful frame, with pages like a book, that we can put our wedding photos in. Dan’s mom matted and framed one of his drawings, I can’t even believe how amazing it looks (they are both so talented). I got a wedding organizer from my cousins (and brides maids), which made the wedding look a little daunting to Dan, but will help us out so much as we get more and more busy.

The best thing though, was just having everyone together. I am so, so very lucky.

Today I start my evil, 52 hour work week. It’s already off to a terrible start, but I’ll survive and hopefully have a whole wack of time off to re-cover.

Dan is off but got up to warm the car up for me. He’s a keeper.

Wedding planning progressing…

Uncategorized October 17, 2010
Today Dan decide on his final Groomsman. I think he made a great choice for all three. Tomorrow he is finalizing our officiant and then all the major decisions are made!

I have changed my colour scheme completely, after falling in love with black bridesmaids dresses and am thinking of these things

At first we thought we wanted to have lavender and peach, and a more rustic country theme… but then I found these really wonderful Alfred Sung dresses…
So, our wedding is quickly becoming less country and more classy. I’m okay with that. I had originally thought I would wear a tea length dress but instead found a gown with a long trail, lots of details, really 1930’s Hollywood and it’s’ much more fancy than I had originally thought I wanted.However, you only get to do it once so I want to do it the best I can!I am getting more and more excited everyday. When we first got engaged I was really scared about the wedding and all of the planning. I had no idea what I wanted, I was not one of those girls who ever, I repeat ever dreamed about her wedding so I had a lot of thinking to do. Also, I had no idea what was expected. I really didn’t even know where to start. Now, just over a month later I’ve got the date, venue, and so much planned already! I’m totally loving every minute of it and can’t wait for our engagement party, to get our whole wedding party together (a lot of them will be meeting for the first time, including our parents!). It’s really been wonderful, and Dan has been really helpful. I couldn’t ask for more!Today was a super nice day, beautiful weather… we kicked around the house for a while, and went out for coffees with one of the groomsmen. Last night Dan and I went out for dinner, then stayed in and watched the rest of Tom Jones, then My Fair Lady, and ended our evening with a romantic game of Scrabble. Now I am about to relax on the couch and finish my second knit sock! Pictures soon, I’m terribly proud, it’s the first knitting project I have ever finished!

Wedding Dresses…

Uncategorized October 12, 2010

How on earth do you decide on a wedding dress?

I tried on dozens today… and I LOVED every single one.

This was one of the best experiences of my life. The dresses were gorgeous and I felt like a movie star. I’ve narrowed down the search to 3, and they are nothing like I had imagined. I felt like a movie star, even though I’m pretty sure I have the flu.

I wish I could wear a wedding dress everyday.

French Knickers…

Uncategorized August 14, 2010

I had the best day I’ve had in a long time today. I got up early, picked up Oliver from my parents and visited with my dad for a little bit, came home and made Dan bacon and eggs before he had to head out to work. I did pulled pork in the slow cooker, and have started two new pairs of chiffon french knickers, each in slightly different styles.
I also pulled out my mom’s rolled hem foot, and I am in love. I want everything in chiffon! French seams and rolled hems!
After dinner Dan and I took Oliver out for a walk around the block, the weather was perfect, my day was perfect, everything was pretty perfect.
I thought I was having a hard time adjusting to being in a new town, even though technically it’s an old town for me… today made me remember why I made the leap… now if only I didn’t have to return to my day job tomorrow!
I even managed to fit in a two hour nap with Oliver this afternoon… I can’t think of a better way to spend a day.

Easter Weekend…

Uncategorized April 4, 2010

Dan took me to Scouts Valley this morning for a walk with Oliver. It was such a beautiful day, flowers were starting to pop out from between the leaves, the birch trees were pale white and silver perfection, it was warm and sunny, and I didn’t want that walk to end.
I felt badly because I had gotten upset with Dan yesterday evening. I’m having a hard time containing my irritability; I see myself being mean, or jumping to conclusions, or being overly sensitive, I see myself do it – It’s the stopping myself that I’m having a hard time with. Instead of appreciating all of the changes he is making for me, and the accommodations he is making, I’m getting snappy… and I feel bad. It’s a stressful time, and I am lucky Dan is as patient and understanding of me as he is.

This weekend we started our “Oscar’s Best Picture Marathon!” We started right at year one: 1927, with Wings with Clara Bow and Gary Cooper. It was hard to get into at first, not being used to silent films, but by the end I barely noticed that no one was talking! I appreciated the simplicity of it, and the story was touching. Dan wasn’t able to find the next year’s film, so we’ll be watching All Quiet On the Western Front next, which I’m pretty excited about.

I was shocked to find myself actually close to tears in a silent film.

Now with a little less blood…

Uncategorized March 23, 2010

I’ve been having weird health concerns, as I stated in my last post. I made my way to a clinic yesterday. The Dr. said my symptoms were a bit of a mystery, but required further ‘investigation.’

So, I had blood taken yesterday, and with my stomach already slightly on puke-alert 24/7, I wasn’t sure I was going to make it. I had about the same amount of blood drawn about a year and a bit ago and I was surprised by how little it hurt or effected me! This time, however, I felt like I had been totally drained, felt like my whole arm deflated. I hearkened back to Twilight.

In two weeks I have an ultrasound and x-ray. I’ve had more blood taken, and ultra sounds than a pregnant woman lately! OK, maybe that’s an exaggeration, but I feel like the last two years have brought about quite a few medical mysteries.

The worst part about this whole thing is I have to start eliminating things from my diet. First to go is beer and Advil. I know for myself that I need to cut back on certain foods… I actually am not sure what I can eat that won’t make me sick. I hope they find out something soon and I can go back to my normal mode of living – beers on Saturday, McDonald’s on Friday, coffee in the morning. I feel slightly like a 45 year old with high cholesterol. I’m 26, I’m too young for this!

I will be happy when I no longer have searing stomach pain, and heart-attack-like chest pain… not to mention the vomiting! I suppose my health is worth the beer sacrifice…

Four More Days

Uncategorized February 25, 2010

Yesterday was Dan’s (actual) Birthday. Since I have no money, it was pretty relaxed. We made dinner together, had cupcakes from Flour Bakery, and spent the rest of the evening watching movies, and relaxing. It was nice, I hope he enjoyed it as much as I did.

I haven’t touched my sewing machine since Sunday. Monday, I drafted a new pantie pattern for some beige tricot I picked up. Tuesday, Dan and I discussed our One Year Plan and made some pretty big decisions that involve a move for one of us. I’ve come to the conclusion that I need to stop talking about the life that I want, and just start living it. I think we all have visions of how things could be ideally, but we keep putting the steps to getting there off until tomorrow. I’m getting old, Dan is getting older, I don’t want to wait anymore. I’m very impatient.

It’s almost time for Dan to leave. I’m feeling really unsettled about this. We became comfortable way too quickly here, and I don’t handle change well. We have a plan, but it’s scary and involves a lot of change. I am excited about it but scared parts of our plan won’t work out. What if one of us can’t find work? What if…? What if…?