Personal
On Saturday, I hardly sewed a thing… I replaced a zipper in a garment for my cousin and finished a few odds and ends, but mostly I spent my time at a birthday party, walking Oliver through a Side Walk Sale down town, at the movies with Dan, then sleeping 12 hours straight. I have been so exhausted and busy lately!
So, I am at work… I can’t remember the last time I had a Saturday off! I miss my 9-5! Ohhh Lulu has been crazy busy lately. I’ve got a pile of things to get sewing, plus my brain is swimming with new ideas… scallops, rhinestones, slinky silks and laces… The more and more I think of it, the more and more I want to give Ohhh Lulu more of my time. It’s such a scary venture, going into business alone, but with hardly any advertising or promotion I am already doing way better than I ever dreamed. I keep thinking, if I were to focus on advertising, production, getting into more stores, I could really do this! Such a scary, exciting thought! My dream coming true… This morning, while at work, I ordered new clothing labels and some custom printed ribbon, as well as some beaded applique’s to make hair pieces for my bridesmaids. My mom stopped by my work this morning and surprised me with a coffee and a my Grandmothers wedding band, which I will cherish! I had an email about another great blog this morning. If you have a chance, please stop by and have a visit to FemmePetal’s blog! In my morning Etsy surfing, I stumbled upon this Ring by DEVINEsweetness :
And I think I’m in love. She also has the cutest coffee cup and croissant bobby pins that would just look too cute in my hair! I am desperatly trying to resist the temption to just buy them right now, since I have recently purchased tickets to see The Vinyl Cafe, and want to buy a serger and a new camera!
The funeral was as good as a funeral could be, the eulogy was lovely (preformed by my aunt, who I was named after). I broke down a bit at the end and was feeling really quite low yesterday evening, but today it is sunny, relatively warm for winter in Canada, and I woke up to a lovely email with a link to this really lovely write up about Ohhh Lulu. I was so happy to see that other people are recognizing what I am trying to do with my lingerie, and appreciating it! It really set me off on the right foot. I also found this great write up in the Washingtonian. I am so excited!
I am at work today, but I only have 7 hours left to go and am really feeling positive about things now. This is the first time in a while I don’t really have too much to stress about, and in doing all of the remembering of my Grandmother, I feel very inspired – inspired to be a better person, more positive, in dependant, a business owner, just like my Gram. Thinking back, I think almost all of my Grandma’s business ventures were pretty independently run – I guess if you can’t find work, you’ve got to make your own!
I’ve been spending a lot of time worrying over the elusive question: “what am I going to do with my life?” I am 27, and have recently left a good job in the biggest city in Canada (see bio) for a much more simple life, but I am having a hard time separating what I do from who I am and dealing the pressure to have a “real” job.” I recently started reading Possum Living (which I highly recommend) which has really been inspiring me to cut out the conventional and go-it alone.
I received, what I hope is, the last of the bad news I will hear in a while. Yesterday morning we lost my Grandmother. It shouldn’t have come as a shock, as she has been slipping away for a while now, but I certainly wasn’t expecting that phone call. We already miss her smile and her warmth. She really was one of those people who made this world a little nicer to be a part of. We will get to say our final “Goodbye’s” on Friday, but she will live on forever in the books she published, such as Outhouses and Apple Pies, in her detailed ink drawings, and in the lives of the many people she touched.
Our table numbers! We will still need to get a large frame to do the names and numbers on it, but these will sit on each of the tables. I think they are so pretty and they were so fun to do; my fingers are black with ink from our stamp pad.
This whole week has been extremely exhausting. Between the thought of losing my father, actually losing my grandmother, temporarily losing my sewing machine, and maybe getting laid off from my job, I’m not sure how much more bad I can take! I am glad we were able to take time to focus on the wedding to even out all the bad with the good. I even found a photographer who totally gets the look we are going for and is very, very reasonably priced.I am going to work tomorrow, then will need to take the rest of the week off, as I am helping my aunt prepare some things for the funeral… I also just need time to catch up on sewing – I have one more order to fill plus my giveaway, then I will be caught up and hopefully in store for a week of good after this week of bad.
Well, my two days off flew by, as usual. Back to work tomorrow. I am really hoping my New Years resolution comes to fruition quickly. I’m trying to decide what is worse… being terribly underemployed, or being unemployed… Every month, I cringe with regret when I pay my student loans. Surely I deserve more than to sweep the floor and scrub the toilet! Oh… I miss my old job….
So, I worked my butt off the last two days and sewed 5 (well 6, including the bodysuit) new items for my Etsy Shop.
I’ve been renewing my interest in Victorian Fashion lately… unearthing some old Victorian magazines that I had been collecting. This Chemise and Pantie set remind me of a delicate, Victorian woman’s under-things. Frothy with lace, crisp white.
Lately, I’ve had an obsession with sewing contrast bibs onto everything. I suppose I just like any excuse to add a little ruffle and some lace, so I added one to a pair of panties… the fabric I used is so soft and worn-feeling, it feels vintage.
I made myself 2 of these thongs about a month ago, and I have to say they are the most comfortable pair of underwear I own. The fabric is is light and airy, the elastic perfectly stretchy, it feels like you are wearing nothing at all. I can’t stand man-made fibers or too-tight clothing!
While I was photographing my new items, I flipped through my 1876 Munsey’s Magazine and saw this interesting advertisement for Burnett’s Cocaine For the Hair! Apparently it will cure you of your dandruff…
I am looking forward to the Weekend already, even though mine doesn’t start until Saturday Evening. Our plans are to stay in and play some video games and follow up on our Oscar Movie Marathon!
This has been a busy yet unproductive week.
My Grandma seems to have taken a turn for the worse, though she always seems to pull through these things. My Days off are all different… I am going to a Wine and Cheese tomorrow night to meet and greet with local business women. Should be good, but I will be exhauseted by the end of it. I am already tired. I am in the process of cooking tonights and tomorrows dinner.
Sunday is my “nephew’s” (for lack of a better term!) second birthday – really he is my cousin’s second son but I think of him like a newphew. In typical Sarah-style, I have not yet picked out a gift yet… What do you buy a one year old anyway?
Next weekend is my Fiancee’s side of the family Christmas Celebration… which I suppose we also need to find time to buy or make gifts for.
Every year I hope for a handmade Christmas, and every year I leave it way too late.
I’ve had a few bites from Ohhh Lulu on Etsy … I really want to re-photograph a lot of it but the weather here has been so dreary (and not a bit of snow!), and not at all suitable for photographing.
I hope my business cards from Moo.com get here before the end of the day tomorrow!